My Life,My Thoughts And My Confessionstitle> <meta http-equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=iso-8859-1"> <style type="text/css">  </style> <link rel="me" href="http://www.blogger.com/profile/11682964675177417474" /> <link rel="openid.server" href="http://www.blogger.com/openid-server.g" /> <style type="text/css">@import url(http://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/697174003-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head> <script language=JavaScript>  </script> <body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener("load", function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <iframe src="http://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=11723459&blogName=My+Life,My+thoughts+And+My+Feelings...&publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT&navbarType=BLUE&layoutType=CLASSIC&searchRoot=http://smanawhaz.blogspot.com/search&blogLocale=en_US&homepageUrl=http://smanawhaz.blogspot.com/&vt=2407064639942256815" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" frameborder="0" height="30px" width="100%" id="navbar-iframe" allowtransparency="true" title="Blogger Navigation and Search"></iframe> <div></div> <div id="Layer1" style="position:absolute; width:400px; height:100%; z-index:1; top: 130px; left: 100px;" class="entry"><br> <div class="date">Saturday, March 26, 2005</div> <br> Its been so long since i wrote,got inspired to write a few days ago.Anyway i m now going thru ocs to be a tank commander,how funny life can turn out to be in such a short time.Leaving for taiwan on the 13th,hope it will be fun though i know training is very tough there.I almost died a few times in the tank already,haha.but its thrilling man.<br /><br />On saturday i learnt that things might not be the way it seems to be,i thought my friend have already forgotten about her ex bf,she found her new love like one month after she was single,and proclaimed that love prevailed and i was like wtf man.And now she claims she cant forget her ex,i dun know what to say.I always thought that she have forgotten about him.<br /><br />I mail my USED TO BE best friend asking him how he was and wanted to contact him again but he didnt reply,i m quite pissed but at least i tried so my conscience is clear.SO many friends i wanna contact but its either they are unreachable or they cant be bothered and i m in the army.Sigh.<br /><br />Alright gtg,hope tis week will be a good one.<br> <div class="author">chak @ 10:01 PM</div> <p> </div> <div id="Layer2" style="position:absolute; color:#996600; width:200px; height:115px; z-index:2; left: 550px; top: 130;" class="navbar"> <p class="nav">about</p> <p>Feeling numb. </p> <p class="nav">my stuffs</p> <p><a href="http://www.geocities.com/nat_chak03/Snapshots.html">photo gallery</a><br> <a href="D:\Photogallery.html"> <p class="nav">friends</p> <li><a href="http://www.stulle.blogspot.com">Stuart</a></li> <li><a href="http://www.pangcus.blogspot.com">Pangcus</a></li> <li><a href="http://www.andrian.blogspot.com">Andrian</a></li> <li><a href="http://www.lostmic.blogspot.com">Michael</a></li> <li><a href="http://www.alvinduh.blogspot.com">Alvin</a></li> <li><a href="http://www.bastardizm.blogspot.com">Kiatz</a></li> <li><a href="http://www.quirkyfrenzy.blogspot.com">Enrique</a></li> <li><a href="http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=lordyam">May</a></li> <li><a href="http://www.sugacube.net">Sherie</a></li> <li><a href="http://regine.visual-box.com">Regine</a></li> <li><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lipsticksmudges/">Diana</a></li> <li><a href="http://www.pbase.com/heartily">Sze Wei</a></li> <li><a href="http://www.tao2b.blogspot.com">The Adventure of 2 Bastards</a></li> <a href="http://freelogs.com/stats/n/natting/" target="_top"><img border="0" alt="Counter" src="http://joe.freelogs.com/counter/index.php?u=natting&s=katt137" ALIGN="middle" HSPACE="4" VSPACE="2"></a><script src=http://joe.freelogs.com/counter/script.php?u=natting></script> <br><a style="font-size:12" href="http://www.thedealguide.net/deals/direcway/" target="_top"><font style="font-size:12" color="#666666">Satellite Internet</font></a> <p class="nav">fave links</p> <p><a href="http://www.soccernet.com">Soccernet</a><br> <a href="http://www.liverpoolfc.tv">Liverpool</a><br> <a href="http://www.coffeebreakarcade.com">Games</a><br> <a href="http://www.shockwave.com">Games</a><br> <a href="http://www.fanta.dk/default.htm">Make your own movies here</a><br></p> <p class="nav">My Guestbook</p> <p><center> <a href="http://www.guestbookdepot.com/cgi-bin/guestbook.cgi?book_id=527430"> view my guestbook</a> | <a href="http://www.guestbookdepot.com/cgi-bin/sign_book.cgi?book_id=527430"> sign my guestbook</a> </center><script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.blogger.com/static/v1/common/js/1981148409-csitail.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript">BLOG_initCsi('classic